Will you be the savior of the broken?

sooooo I have started my first few weeks of school. its been pretty hectic, but i work well in chaos. mondays and wednesdays i have english literature, intermediate algebra, general principles of psychology, and wome's ensamble. on tuesday I have race and gender in the media and choir, and thrusday just race and gender in the media. Today I auditioned for my school's children's theater production of Alice in Wonderland. I am the door mouse. :] Its been two years since i've been in a play, and I'm very excited about this whole thing. If you have seen the Alice in Wonderland movie, i am the little mouse in the teacup with the mad hatter and the hare at the tea party. Classes are going well. everything is lovely. I'm really happy with how things are going.

It don't make any difference to me what the world thinks about us, Baby

So I had a good weekend. Friday night Gabe and I went to our friend's house and watched Down periscope and tremors 3. Saturday had a garage sale. Gabe came and was a huuuuge help. Then we met up with the same friends and went to go see Cloverfield. That movie freaked me out a little. Then we went wondering through the mall, saw a few kids get arrested, and found a dead guy. Kind of weird... But not as bad as you would think. It was more like, "Hey, Keith, does he look dead to you?" "Yeah, he's looking a bit pale." *watches mall security kick him in the gut a few times* "Yup He's dead, Why are they kicking him, why don't they feel for a pulse or something? don't kick the man!" "Hey, babe, police are coming, and we didn't see anything except the dead guy, so lets go." "Kay." *walk away to get coffee* lol.
ummmm then Yesterday Gabe, my grandfather, and I went to my school to see a playwrights festival thing. Most of the shows were pretty good.
so as you can see I spent basically my whole entire weekend with Gabe... I have a question to ask all of you married folks that are reading my blog. Are you ready for it? here it comes. Question: When did you know that you really really loved that other person, and when did you know that they were "the one"(or whatever you call it)? I ask this because it seems like everything new we have done since I got home has made me fall more in love with Gabe. How relaxed he is around my family (including my godmother, who has a tendancy to try to scare the buhjeeby out of my male friends), how silly he is, and how protective he is, and how even though I dont have the long hair anymore, he still looks at me like im the most beautiful thing in the world. How he's willing to do almost anything to get me to smile, how everyone likes him, how he has grown up so much in the year that ive known him. It's just like this weekend I've been slapped in the face with all of this stuff... and its just like very nice to be able to honestly say, my boyfriend is friggen amazing even if he chews on his cuticles and rarely wears any colors but black and blue. And it's kind of like.. wow.
so on that note. There's this song that I really like. It's by Kevin Michael. This is his first single. It came out in october of 07. He's produced by <3 Wyclef <3. I like this kid, heres the video:


K adios <3

Miss American Dream since I was seventeen

So I'm home after almost a full month of being with my mom and all those other loony people. It's nice to be home. Christmas with my mom and thomas and the little ones was very nice. Everyone got a present or two and thomas made some really good food. After that my trip was pretty calm, just shopping and sleeping mostly. I came home on tuesday. My grandfather and I have moved into an apartment down the street from my grandmother's house. So I've been working on my making the apartment more like home. Yesterday i went to school to do somethings and then went to the mall to hang out with Gabe. It was the first time hes seen my short hair. I was kind of self concious about my hair, because I mean, I have nothing to hide behind anymore! He looked at me the same mushy googly eyed way he always has and it made me feel a lot better about my hair, and about being gone for a month :]. I start school again next tuesday. I'm taking 18 or 21 units this semester, and I am dedicated to transferring to UC Berkely as soon as I possibly can. I am soooo ready for the semester to start. Hopefully I'll see a few more of my friends this weekend and show off my new hair, that my boyfriend says looks nice. <3