I won't be the one to leave this in pieces

soooooooo its 11pm and i have nothing to do really... sooooo im blogging.ummmm nothing much has happened this week. sunday night i stayed up hella late to finish my english homework, and then i have to get up at 5am the next day so that I can get to english on time, because I have to take 3 buses and the lightrail to get 4 miles down the street... its rediculous. but yes back to the story so i do all of that, get to school half an hour early, sit for a half an hour... at 7:31 the lady comes and puts a class canceled sign on the door. im like O.O i could still be in bed right now.... dang... then i came home and got all excited cuz I got to see pictures of little mr. shultz... LaShawn's son is adorable. I get way too excited about new babies. lol. Tuesday in journalism we watched Barack Obama's speech about the racial issue in the US and his pastor. It was amazing. I felt like I was actually witnessing something similar to the I have a dream speech. It definatley let me know what kind of person Obama is, and I found that I really can relate to him in lots of ways. He said a lot of things similar to what I say when I go on my random ignorant black people rants (which i feel the need to go on often, because sadly many people of our culture in my age group go around acting a fool in circumstances where they need to pull up their pants and stop playing the victim). if i had the ability to vote, I think i really would vote for Obama. I'm not sure how I feel about having to make that big of a decision for this country though... It's like a huge responsibility, and I kind of feel like, all of the candidates could be wonderful people, but even the best people make bad decisions sometimes... its like they are wonderful now, but next time a disaster like 9/11 happens, what decision will they make? And will it be the right decision? Every great empire has its down fall, I kind of feel like this is ours. I mean seriously its like all progress of becoming better in our country has come to its peak and is slowly sliding back down into oblivion. Its like Obama makes that beautiful speech barely a week ago and we are focusing on that stupidness on a vogue cover. I can't stand it. Thomas says i'm idealistic, but why can't everything be okay? why cant everyone just help each other and be peaceful and act like they have good sense and stay out of everyone else's business and not be sadistic jerks? Wouldn't it make everything much easier? I dunno i think I am going to leave it at that.
I've been meaning to do this... for a while my blog titles have been lyrics and just incase ur interesred I wanted to list the titles of the songs:
"I wont be the one to leave this in pieces"- In Pieces by Linkin Park
"So darken your clothes and strike a violent pose maybe theyll leave you alone but not me"- Teenagers by My Chemical Romance
"When your a Jet your a Jet all the way"- Jet Song from West Side Story
"Yeah Ill tell you something I think youll understand"- I wanna hold your hand by The Beatles
"Will you be the savior of the broken"-The Black Parade by My Chemical Romance
"It don't make any difference to me what the world thinks about us baby"- It Dont Make Any Difference by Kevin Michael
"I'm Ms. American dream since i was seventeen"-Piece of Me by Britney Spears
"When the rain is pouring dooooown"- No One by Alicia Keys
"But my smile still stays on"- The Show Must Go On by Queen
"Lets do the time warp agaaaaain!"- Time Warp from Rocky Horror Picture Show

from now on I will be putting the song title and performer at the end of my posts so i don't have to make a list like this :] all of those songs good songs if you are ever looking for new music :] peace out folks